After the cornstarch race |
The change came slowly. She watched as the person most important in her life's mental state gradually changed, making him into a different person and her downward spiral began. She started running for miles at a time, punishing her body and continually pushing for more. Depression was setting in but as with so many destructive things in life it crept in slowly. She began feeling she had no control over her life and found deprivation of food was a form of control. Counting calories became anorexia. Anorexia emaciated her body and health problems surfaced. Next came anxiety and withdrawl from friendships. She has become a skeleton of herself emotionally as well as physically. This all happened in less than a year.
April was in such bad shape she was hospitalized a few weeks ago but after release the downward spiral continued.
April In happier times |
April Dillenburg
Mercy Ministries
15328 Old Hickory Boulevard
Nashville, Tennesee, 37211